That Awkward Moment

Hello TTCians..

After that negative UPT result, i was too chicken to pee on another stick.. heheh... My DH called yesterday (of course after reading my emotional post to him), and he told me to chill.. Ok, for now, I just wanna wait till the Beta Day, of which, just around the corner..

This morning, my MIL called and she asked me whether the treatment works or not.. I feel kinda weird as she never ever bothers about me and all my IVF treatments. She didn't support me all these while as she kept on telling me to go on natural way (well, of course, she didn't know all the details about me AND her son).. She told me to call her as soon as i got the result..

Eh? Was she OK? What made her change? 

Whatever the reasons she might have, I'm soo thankful to Allah.. Allah made her see all the difficulties that Ive been through just to have very own baby.. My this year's eid was great too! Lucky me, she didn't compare myself with my preggy SIL.. In normal circumstances, she would made fun of me and humiliate me in front of others.. But this time around, she kinda "mute" about the whole baby thingy.. Alhamdulillah.. Thank you ya rabb.. 

Ok, as for me, i just had my last Proluton shot and now.. Any symptoms thus far? Hurm.. kinda yes and no.. I did feel a bit nausea (probably i was imagining I'm pregnant..heheh), very-very thirsty (maybe due to the hot weather nowadays), headache (well, i have this all the time), cramps and twinges (again, maybe due to the pessaries) and lastly diarrhea (weird right? normal pregnant ladies would have a constipation but i'm having a diarrhea.. aduii!) 

Whatever it is, i will just hafta wait for the JUDGMENT DAY a.k.a Beta Day... ;p

Please pray for me dear readers and TTCians..