Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Pregnancy- Not Stable?

Went for the proluton's injection to the nearby clinic.. Yes, pruloton is basically an injection that i hafta take for every 4 days. Pruloton is to make my womb relax from the growth of the baby inside my uterus..This is an extremely painful injection that I can't do it by myself. I can either go back to Sunway Hospital or just go to the nearby clinics..

Well, this time around, I chose to go to a "klinik pakar Metro" in SS15 Subang Jaya.. This is a branch clinic of the Metro IVF Hospital in Klang.. And yes, my 1st and 2nd IVF were there..

And what a small world, I met again my used-to-be IVF Dr Tee.. He was shocked to see me.. Of course-lah, he knew that I'm pregnant NOT due to his treatment.. hehehe...

And I asked him for an ultra-sound, as I'm just wondering whether my baby ha developed a heartbeat! During the ultrasound, we could see a sac, but not a heartbeat.. I asked Dr Tee to perform a TVS, and later i saw that tiny heartbeat in my uterus.. I was confirmed that I am 7 weeks pregnant!

Well, that did not end there......

Dr Tee then told me that MY PREGNANCY ISN'T THAT STABLE! He could see blood in my uterus.. He showed me where the blood was.. I was extremely shocked to hear that from him.. I asked him; "what do you mean that my pregnancy is not stable?" Dr Tee said that there might be chances of having a threatened miscarriage/abortion or any of the same effect based from his observations..

Well, can you imagine how I feel? Lots of things come to my mind.. If the pregnancy is not stable, will my baby develop a heartbeat by now? If there's a blood in my uterus, why wouldn't i experience any bleeding or what-so-ever? Was Dr Tee trying to scare me off?


Okok, i do respect Dr Tee as an expert.. Yes, I do.. Now i realised that my bad-dreams ain't over.. Even tough some ppl would be jumping up and down when seeing that lil heartbeat, that isn't a case for me.. For me, I need to EXTRA carefully with myself..

Truly...

I believe that Allah has planned something for me..
I believe in Allah's plan..
I believe that Allah knows best for me..
If Allah believes that this pregnancy is good for me, He will help me go through all the hurdles..
If indeed the pregnancy is bad for me, I would have to accept whatever fate that He bestowed upon me..
He knows best!
And I would have to be ready...


Now, I'm just hafta wait for my next appointment with Dr Wong.. Let's hear what he has to say..


Will keep you posted...

4 comments:

  1. sis..jangan check kat satu tempat je..try g check 2-3 tempat..sebab mak noora pernah di suruh cuci kandungan time pregnant kan noora sebab bleeding tak benti..then mak tak putus asa,dia g check kat klinik lain,hospital pantai..doktor tu monitor sampai 6 month..cool je dia mak cerita,tak putus2 dia usaha jaga mak noora..baru ni kakak jiran pun hampir kena cuci kandungan sebab doktor kate baby luar rahim,dia direct g government pulak,check pakar..alhamdulillah baby ok je rupanya..sipi je..tapi masih dalam rahim...kesimpulannya sis check bnyk tempat k..i pray for u!!amin ya Allah....=)

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  2. omg. and ur totally right about not to jumping up and down when we see the heartbeat. i havent seen mine. hoping will see em this friday but thanks for reminding me not to jump up and down yet.
    teruskan zikir n berdoa reen. Insyallah smuanya selamat.

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  3. I had blood collection and bleeding in my recent pregnancy at 9 weeks. But it resolved by week 14. I took it easy and MC. Alhamdulillah everything ok and I hv delivered a healthy baby. Just pray that it would not get worse or bigger.

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  4. Insyaallah Reen,takde ape2..no worries k..beside,Allah knows the best, right? Doa, Usaha, Tawakal :)

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