UPT Phobia!

Ever since the last faulty UPT on my first beta day, i haven't really have the guts to pee on another stick to convince whether i am preggy or not..


But, few days ago, DH bought me one digital UPT and i was forced to do it..



phewww.. finally..!!!! After years of trying, the word "pregnant" appeared on UPT... :)


Ooh, btw, I did the fifth beta yesterday, it was 10,179.. Well, it clearly shows that my beta is indeed rising, and it will all depends on the scheduled ultrasound scan by end of this week..


Whatever my chances are, Im thankful to Allah for the positive UPT, and high no of beta that im getting.. Should i failed this time around, at least, for a short period of time, Allah has given me indescribable happiness that ive longed for, even, in a short period of time.. Alhamdulillah..