Beta Day

I arrived at Sunfert as early as 8.00am with hope to get the results early. Well, i still hafta wait 2 hours to get the results..

while waiting, i feel tempted to buy UPT, just to sneak peek whats going on in my uterus. so, i bought 2 UPTs..

my hands were shaking n i waited patiently.. it was a BFN..!

i took the second UPT, it was a BFN..!

and u can guess my reactions huh? i cried like nuts! i was thinking about DH, how will he reacted? he must be really frustrated.. i continued to cry for like 2 hours in the restroom..

Then i head myself to the clinic n my name was called instantly.. i walked to the dr's room and said to him, "i know its negative dr, i did my upt already".. dr wong looked at me and said "no, u have a positive beta"...

WHATttt????? Was he joking? i look at the result and saw my beta number: 77.4..

yes, i know it is quite low, but at least, for the 1st time, after 3 ivf cycles, i have a positive beta! syukur alhamdulillah..

dr wong asked me to keep my fingers crossed n hope tht the beta no will be doubled up in 2 days..

ya allah, forgive me for all the sins ive commited.. i almost gave up but u give me hope to move on... please let me sustain this pregnancy.. ameen..