Lucky?

All my life, I've been working hard to get things that I wanted.. I was born in a broken family, my mum was only a school teacher. I started my uni days when my mum retired. It was hard.. soo hard to survive during the uni days. I had to work during weekends, and there were some days, i had to work right after classes.


Well, those were the old days.. Lucky me, I managed to hold a law degree with honours.. I am what I am, and I'm proud to become what I've always wanted to be.. alhamdulillah..


Then, I got married to a wonderful DH; a person who loves me even when he sees me in a mess, a person who loves me even when i get moody, a person who loves me at times when I'm hard to handle.. Yes, I'm lucky.. very-very lucky.. But Allah has His way to test us.


Now, I've been tested again.. Despite all the efforts to conceive, I have yet to succeed. You name it, I've tried it.. Fertileaid, Biodex, berurut cara kampung, IVF, acupuncture, rawatan islam at al-hidayah and the list goes on and on.. Still, no desired result.


Well, I aint gonna give up, yet.. I believe that there will be ease after hardships. I know that somehow, somewhere, all the tears and efforts will pay off.. insyaallah.. And i just love this quote by Bill Rancic "everything will be OK in the end, if it's not OK, it's not the end"..