Wednesday, December 12, 2012

How Early Is Too Early?

After almost 4 years of marriage, 4 IVF cycles, several life-threatening pregnancies, my DH and I hafta admit that we are SUPER excited in this recent pregnancy development.. Alhamdulillah, praise to you Ya Rabb that we have made to this far.

We went to the Maternity and Baby Expo in Midvalley early this month. And guess what? We bought lots n lots of things in the expo. I was a bit reluctant to buy, but DH is too overwhelm to buy the baby stuffs early.. It seems that the prices offered in the expo are way cheaper than the normal prices in the market.

What did we buy?

1. Baby's car seat
2. Medela breast pump (mahal nak mampos okeh?)
3. Some baby clothes
4. Baby's bottles sterilizer and warmer
5. Baby's monitoring system
6. Maternity bras
7. Baby's bottles
8. Baby's soft toys
8. etc etc......

When i looked back at the things that we've bought, I sometimes wonder.. "have i made a wrong move? have i being too over confident with this pregnancy journey?"

I tried to ask those questions that mingled in my mind to my DH, but i couldn't.. He seemed wayyy tooo excited to spend his money towards our baby. He even now busy preparing for the baby's room, and guess what? it's almost ready!!

Ya allah, forgive me for the sins that I've committed. We are just being a normal human beings to be too excited for the thing that we longed for soo long.

Safeguard this pregnancy Ya Allah..
Safeguard my baby, even if you would take my life away..
I couldn't bare to see my DH cry again..
Please don't take his happiness away..



8 comments:

  1. banyaknyaa dah beli hehehe! i pegi jugak expo tu tapi i culture shock tgk manusia yg berpusu2 berlari2 mase entrance baru bukak so i tgk je brg2 tp tak beli ape2. i tak beli ape benda pun! ehehe ada la sehelai baju baby tapi kat reject shop je sbb manusia ramai sgt kat expo tu :P i maybe tunggu expo yg january ni kat pwtc kot. i pun excited tapi fobia tak ilang lagi..takot nak beli walaupun hati mmg nak membeli2 dah. :P

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    1. tu lahhh.. takot kan? tapi kai eksaited sgt2.. takle kata ape2.. :)

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  2. Alhamdulillah s.w.t..

    Excited kn?tkpela Reen, kita TTC ni, mmg slalu akan dibelenggu dgn rasa takut/tak yakin/etc etc.... tapi yakinlah pada Dia, In Shaa Allah s.w.t
    kite yang kadang beli hadiah tuk baby born kwan2 pn dh excited gile2..mcm nisa dulu time nk amik anak angkat tu...Allah s.w.t je tahu camne perasaannye...kalau teringat balik, mmg hmmmm..ssh nk gambarkan dgn kata2 betapa happy nya saye!!!! (tibe2 sobs sobs2 - bkn sbb ttc, tpi sbb baby tu....)

    Semoga dirahmati dan semoga baby didalam jagaan Allah s.w.t , amin.... t.c Reen

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    1. tq nissa.. reen doakan nissa juga akan ade rezeki. ameen ameen ameen..

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  3. In shaa Allah, everything's gonna be fine.. It's definitely normal to get things for your baby, in fact it's better to get them ready before you hit the 3rd trimester (know, when u'll gonna get heavier and walking a pace would feel like a km..Hehe.. Believe in Him, du'a and keep on praying that both u and the baby will be okay.. Amin..


    can't wait to meet ur lil bundle of joy Reen.. I'm praying from afar.. =)


    love: Suraya Samura

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    1. ooh, ade blog jugek! hehehe.. tq for the link.. boleh belajar byk raising a son!

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  4. banyaknye beli.. mase saye dulu.. da 7bulan lebih baru beli.. takutt.. tapi takpe kot.. kite mesti eksited..

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